yee hah
i am going insane… is it me or am i now fluent in deranged and the absurd? i think maybe.
so, i’m trying to create a portfolio that should take a normal person six months or longer… i’m shooting to do it in six little weeks and boy are they a freakin’ flyin’. it is literally freezing here and i’ve was booted off craigslist for being ‘inappropriate’ my first week back in ‘the lou’, aka st. louie, misery. what??? i suppose trannys aren’t quite the new black here as they are back in the bay. oh well, whoa is me. no time for curious incounters anyway. my eye be on the prize.
good news is… this mama’s gonna be done with all the school apps by february 1st, travelling in the springtime, living back in the bay area for the summer- hot dang!!! and then headed for an undisclosed location come fall time. so, the current insanity is well worth it indeed. or so i keep telling myself.
i wonder if i’ll be able to remember how to properly interact socially that is by the time i return from my self-imposed sabbatical. if not that might prove to be rather interesting. middle school flashbacks start to blur my vision……..whoa.
–hang on a minute… had to change into my wool socks, toes are icesickles–
i mean, i am not wholly alone here. i do hang with ma, an occasional high school bud and then of course there is dear old crazy as a puppy but twelve year old harold. good lord this dog is nuts but sweet as molasses is thick.
mr. harold is my saviour. i already dread the moment i pack up my car next may, head west and have to excommunicate the sweet fella from my daily life. poor baby. i love him so.
ya. so other than this i am spending faaaaar too many hours to be left to my own devices. i suppose i should just roll with the crazies tho as i do per usual. it always brings one somewhere…. right?!
okey dokey, onward and upward. time to sketch or something like that. can ya dig? hope you all fine mother fuckers are fabulous, soaking up that sunshine. punks. love you.
dyl-um
